Dealing with Complicated Grief: I will process, I will heal, I will realize bad things WILL happen, I will realize I am not in control of anything, I will form good habits to coping and soothing myself. I will connect to my feelings and welcome them. I will not allow anyone else to control me. I will feel healthy shame and guilt. I will always love my Mom and thankful now that she feels love for the first time with the Man of her dreams, Jesus. But I will follow a new course, I will listen to and follow my Heart. I will encourage and lift up others and not tear them down. Everyone has a right to be unique and different. I will surround myself with others who also encourage and support me.
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Day 15 of {21} Challenge
Dealing with Complicated Grief: I will process, I will heal, I will realize bad things WILL happen, I will realize I am not in control of anything, I will form good habits to coping and soothing myself. I will connect to my feelings and welcome them. I will not allow anyone else to control me. I will feel healthy shame and guilt. I will always love my Mom and thankful now that she feels love for the first time with the Man of her dreams, Jesus. But I will follow a new course, I will listen to and follow my Heart. I will encourage and lift up others and not tear them down. Everyone has a right to be unique and different. I will surround myself with others who also encourage and support me.
Saturday, September 29, 2007
The NEW fALL ShoWS!!
I totally forgot about Friday's shows too...love love Ghost Whisperer. Jennifer Love-Hewitt is such a beautiful person inside and out. Saw her on the Ellen show several months ago, and such a big heart.
DVR'd the new Moonlight show...will see how that is.
CSI LAS VEGAS!!!!!!! I am so emotional I had a hard time holding back the tears watching Grissom and Sarah
Ugly Betty - Henry is back!! Ahhhh, and make me cry again...Hilda's fiance really was dead...rip my heart out!
Criminal Minds - that lady that wants the head guy out is a B****!! Management stuff is all I could think...the lingo and all. Is Gideon really checking out???!!!! Do you remember him in Princess Bride??
DVR'd the new Moonlight show...will see how that is.
CSI LAS VEGAS!!!!!!! I am so emotional I had a hard time holding back the tears watching Grissom and Sarah
Ugly Betty - Henry is back!! Ahhhh, and make me cry again...Hilda's fiance really was dead...rip my heart out!
Criminal Minds - that lady that wants the head guy out is a B****!! Management stuff is all I could think...the lingo and all. Is Gideon really checking out???!!!! Do you remember him in Princess Bride??
Rhonna's {21} Challenge Continues
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Almost Forgot...CSI Miami, Dude!!
Aaaaahhhhh, I LOVE David Caruso!!!!! He is so cool. All new CSI's on now...whahoo!!! I think my favorite scene of him was the very last episode last season when he was standing on top of the highrise...OMG!!!! He IS the man.
I nearly peed in my pants seeing this again...Jim Carrey doing David Caruso on David Letterman...he's got David's character nailed.
Okay, Desparate Housewives, over and done with it; same with Grey's...so sick of the drama that's not drama.
House, yes, Hugh is great, his character is a little harder to love, such a jerk, we'll see what's up tonight ; CSI Las Vegas, no doubt...LOVE Grissom (William Petersen)...LOVE him in a different way than David though. David's just got it going on.
Criminal Minds, yes, will be there for this season.
Ugly Betty...Love America Ferrera.
Loved this past season on USA with The Closer, Monk, and Psyche...I could watch DVRs of those all day.
Okay, I'm supposed to be cleaning up my mess...but I do love my shows!
Life with My Little Rug Rats!
As far as how she's doing...much better, but last few days kind of funky. Her energy level is low and last night...well, I lost count of how many times she threw up. Could be from all that tuna...so rich. Hopefully, that's all it is. She's got her appetite, though, as you can see. As long as she has that, she'll be with us a good awhile.
We still take her every week for her fluids at the vet. It gets mentally draining worrying about her and taking care of her, but we're not giving up on her.
She's really itchy again right now. The vet agreed, with all that we did, we stopped the allergy shots because there wasn't any progress. So Dennis gives her her liquid steriods and then the other day we had to give her a Chlor-Trimeton...she was just bleeding so much from scratching. Didn't do a whole lot...it only last for 4 hours, but could be why even after the next day she kind of drags.
Don't know...gets tiring, so emotional seeing her get stressed with taking her to the vet for the fluids, (they stick a big needle under her skin and inject fluid that forms a sack...her body can absorb the liquid...with kidney problems, she'll never drink as much liquids as she needs to flush out the funk in her kidneys) trying to give her her steroids, and the Chlor-Trimeton is a nightmare because it's a pill. As the vet said, she's undergone so much stress, we try to limit it as much as possible, but we have to take care of her.
Just trying to keep her healthy and to keep eating...who would have thought Chef Boyardee.
She's staying in a little more. Her new favorite place is the windowsill in the kitchen.
Had to close the doors to some of the rooms because Archie was having his little peeing throughout the house thing going on for awhile there...unfortunately, ever since Katrina. He did really good for awhile until we left for Christmas last year and came back home to find puddles. But have recently opened the doors again and scope it out to see how he's doing...so far so good. And he's back in one of his favorite spots...Emma's crib, which is really good from what I've read for a cat with his personality to be exposed to all the newness of the stuff before the other living creature gets there! He's such a momma's boy. For a cat, I'm amazed I can get anything done...he is extremely demanding of ME.
Life with my little rug rats!
{21} Challenge with Rhonna Continues Days 8, 9, and 10
Friday, September 21, 2007
Our My Pillows 4 Me Business
{21} Challenge with Rhonna Continues
How sad that so many people are messed up, really. But I can't help but be angry at my parents and at the same time feel stinking sorry for them. Where did the slacking take place? Who let the ball drop? Who didn't teach another human being how to create healthy boundaries? Boundaries that would give you the self-esteem and self-worth not to allow others to cross your line, not to take advantage of your body, of your time, your emotions, of who you are. It takes so much work to redo the wrong. It's worth it, but tough.
Being creative everyday and sticking with my goal!! ONE gOaL!! I really love this challenge. Love seeing the blogs of others and the creativity out there. It amazes me how talented people are...just normal people.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Sunday, September 16, 2007
{21} Challenge with Rhonna
So excited that Rhonna is starting another {21} Challenge.
21 days to make a habit +daily creative play+ daily motivation= a rewarding journey to conquering a new habit!
I'm choosing to create a new habit over the 21 days: As part of being good to myself, I'm only eating when I'm hungry.
These are pictures of my first posts of my art journal for this challenge.
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Sunday, September 09, 2007
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